lazy & tired

this 3 semester to make me busy,from beginning in the morning class and afternoon class.many of task,but that must to a way.from beginning the schedule class morning and afternoon,their making we to tired and lazy,sometimes in the afternoon me and friend often to truant,and now coming the rain,so more and more to lazy....huuuwchhh.......and sometimes we forget in this day have a task and now we often late come to home only for waiting abate the rain.in this semester have two programming to must follow,whereas from the semester one i'm can't and very lazy with programming,and always i'm to through for what i'm go to class and my programming is to fail......and big mistake most me is afraid to try,sometimes we are afraid try try to face things we haven't seen yet,because we have negative thingking,because bad influence dfrom surroundings,because we don't dare to face the risk.afraid to try is similar to iopening a present give to us.a present may contain things we expect or w3 do not expect,a present will be pointless if it left unopened.so,going to try to open the present and rech something or leave the present unopened and get nothing.....